Lost In Beauty-

Friday, May 18, 2007

todae was rather a bad dae for me...
that one (******)....
she totally sucled!!!!
F**k !!!
she din do anything then she pushed everything to me
and asked me to present but i find ALL the pics
rachel PRINTED ALL THE PCS...
I DID THE SCRIPT!!!
AND SHE SAE TO ME RACHEL DID ALL THE THING U NEVER DO ANYTHIN..
F**KING HELL.. U BITCH...
U BETTER WATCH OUT..
I WOULD MAKE UR DAES HARD AND MISERABLE...
BUT U WOULD NOT KNOW WAT I AM GOING TO DO..
SO U SHALL WAIT.. =)!!!
i had given u so many chances..
once and again u made me disappointed...
u hyprocrite...
u lost u last chance...
dun u think i dun noe wat u re doing behind me..
u pathetic creature!!
mwahaha!!!
congrats to me???
i seen ur face totally...
and not ony i felt that..
how sad...
rachel that part...
misunderstanding happened well...
when choosing the group..
i din wan to do with that person...
then i ask her to come over.. then she sae ask cher..
then cher sae three can...
so... i told her our group got three...
then.. i went to sit at jx there cause she ask me go sit...
then i loo at her telling her cher said can
but she din move after a long time...
then hj ask i thought she in ur group.. y she not here..
then i was heart broken...
the jasn ask ur group six?
jx reply three at firs..
but change to two..
cause i seemed and looked that she was in that person's group..
so i became frustrated so when shelook at me i look away cause i juz cannot look at
her.. jx sae orget it.. we two do also can.. then i am like fine...
i would prove i can do it...
after that i sort of un happy..
jason ask me to go find her.. then ask me t follow i being dragged by donna to find her...
T.T... but she went away with sh..
i was even depressed and on the urge of crying..
then d and j asked me togo clarify..
i fel sort of pressure..
tears started breaming...
i cried...
i felt ridiculous at that moment...
how more ridiculous..
i wante to laught..
but i could not sae anything out..
donna saw so she asked me if wanna go toilet..
go where... then i went to the far end..
she comforted me..
thks DONNA!!!<333
i felt better... was grateful to donna...
she made me laugh and stop crying...
tq.. i saw jx on the way bac.. so went to sit on the stairs and talk..
really bad mood..
then both of them came.. i couldnot control and tears start rolling again..
i really felt pressurised and uncertain of wat is happening...
then i saw her smilling when she was with sh... so..
i felt am i yi xiang qing yuan.. she might not want to come the group de..
i started to wonder...
am i forcing..
after school...
went sumo house...
saw them..
hj made sarcastic remarks and said she could eat a pig..
the waitress laughed at her...
hahas.. happy eating... the scallot was nice..
then went home.. =)
started bloggin,..
todae was not in a mood to write whole sentence..
... forget it....
i have go at least someone to company me.. i shall stop worrying bout others..
wats the good f worring for ppl.. and they dun care damn thing bout me..
thks to donna, jason for todae.. =)

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

omg.... i fail my maths and english class test !!!
roar... maths:
.. wrote answer on foolscap but should write on graph paper...
there goes my 8MARKS!!! WOW... THERE IS ONLY 30MARKS!!!
AH!!!.......... my english..eh~~~
.......... forget it.. fail..
1st june still have to go bac at 8 to attend that remedial..
almost the whole row down failed T.T.. hahas.. lets all go bac
.......... tues... went for tea appreciation... mmm.... its lovely..
the environment RAWKS!!!..... THE ZONG ZI ALSO ROXS!!!
I LOVED IT... todae... presented our music infront of mama yeo... T.T...
her expression gave me goosebumps...eeeee~~~~....
tomorrow still have to present art... ytd went bac tell my mum i failed...
she gave me a lecture and told me must get 90++ for maths.. omg...
i knew i only got 74++.. din even got A1 because of that darn graph test...
how??? how can i tell her... haizz... my daes.. sucked...

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

YAY... todae went to buy egg tarts...
i love those at clementi.. wow..
smells nice... taste nice...
it was rather paiseh todae lo....
i only had a $50 note in my wallet due to the video thing
need to pay $35...
that aunty told me she had got no change so i went bac again..
to borrom $$ from rachel...
then went to that shop again....
theres so many ppl there..
with me walking bac and forth...
eee~~~~
hope next time i have got a lot of small change with me :P
of course i have small change....
no big change ><"

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hehes.. i love pizzas... last sat i went to pizzahut to eat ....
so many months le finally get to eat le... YAY!!! <33333
My dad bought the $39 set of two pizzzaz one thin one supreme...
waaaa... my fav pizza is the BBQ chicken pizza WOOTS!!!! LOVED IT !!! <33333
my mum and dad chose the ultra thin pizza,
which is the ocean fresh... or something l ike.... it tasted quite good too but......
IT IS SUPER DUPER HARD TO CUT AND IT ALMOST KILLED ME.... OMG....
I WANTED TO USE A PAIR OF SCISSORS TO CUT THROUGH THE PIZZA...
IT REALLY TOOK ME GREAT EFFORT...
URGE~~~~
I had also been wonderring
if u noticed it
you no longer matters that much to me
... the daes that we have been together
last time
might really have been great
but we can no longer go bac to before
have u wonder if u are at fault?
i noe im partially too..
i have changed..
u?
i always wanted to make the best out of u..
no matter how hard i try..
u din change..
i aint perfect...
but i try to change...
will u... change.. even if it is not becaz of me...
i would be glad for u...
i had been tryin really hard last time
to retrieve our friendship...
but it only last for a very short time..
and it is over...
my concern for u is gone too...
are u a fren of mine?
i really dunnoe...
but i wun make ur daes hard..
so u did better no maker mine...
hope u get someone better..
even if not very good...
but much better than me..
gone~~

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

大家曾想过如果你剩下最后的十二个小时你会做些什么吗？无论是谁当知道自己只剩下不到一天的时间都会感到伤心或悲哀吧。如果征得有那么一天的话，我一定努力用那些剩余的时间来完成自己的心愿。你呢？
有那么多恐怖分子想要毁灭这个世界。。科学家也曾说过这个人类和其他生物一起生存的地球已坚持不久了。当世界被毁灭的时候，人类也就无处可逃了。。到那时我们要怎么办？坐以待毙嘛，可是我们又能怎么样呢？大自然只要动一点，我们就被摧毁了。人类是多么的脆弱啊。。

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Friday, May 04, 2007

todae was great...:P I had great fun... mwahahaha.... before the school ended i had misery from the geo test..........ahhhhh.... it was hard and i was stuck at the labour page and i almost died... left two whole sixteen mark pages undone......... omg... rushed it in ten min... this time sure fail de... i die liao.... shall not think about it anymore.... after school, I decided to go to sumo house to eat with rachel.. mwahahaha...... i ate the terrayaki fish noodle i think... i was so full that i almost vomitted... i saw chen yun eatting there too... we all enjoyed our food.. WONDERFUL!!!! so heavenly that it tasted.. hahas... :P....

CJ here..=)

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

woots........ aiya.....how..... so tired.. my des sometime good sometimes good.... is it suppose to be like this..... i change i change i change..... eeeee... still no use... when i change some came to like me some would not like me of o change...... should i be myself or wat... wat is best... aiyayayaya....that lantern was suppose t be a pig but it looked more like a cat... then jx think should change it to cat...... wa need to change concept ah.... no matter what if it looks ncie can le... jx looks pissed that dae... hmmm... that person ah..... u dun even noe when u make someone pissed... wooooo.... take care take care is all that i can sae.... hahaha

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